Life can really feel like you’re in a spiral of all sorts of happenings. And usually, that’s how it is, controlling it all can seem like a daunting task. Not everything is permanent and the constant movement and transition is inevitable. The people you meet, the things that break you down, the things that make you happy. It’s all connected and for me the past few months has included all this and at times I’ve felt like I’ve been caught up in crazy tie dye like spirals.
Relationships, like any other person has influenced me significantly in my life. Most recently in a way that i didn’t think it would. I’m a pretty to myself person but looking back, coming out of the “daze” I’ve spoken about in my previous post I was literally on a high. A new lease of perspective on a lot of lifes avenues. I felt like I could accomplish anything and with that positivity a lot of positive happenings surrounded me. In regards to relationships, opening up to certain people took a new route and it was a wonderful experience whilst it lasted. But cut a long story short, people aren’t permanent, and you should always protect yourself in all circumstances. Everything is secondary. It’s difficult to practice but keep yourself in a colourful bubble and let any negativity, any bad experience whether it be with a person or job opportunity for example bounce off you and dissolve away, looking ahead to bigger and better opportunities and people.
At times of confusion I tend to overthink and what I have found is that I compromise my art in the process. In the end these patterns in life just make you see what matters the most so much clearer. Whether it be to travel, to pursue the arts, just anything that gives you joy and feeds your soul, keep in mind that you have a fire inside you, keep it lit, keep it shining, keep it burning and it will progress in this wilderness we call life.
Paradise girl x